Friday, April 27, 2007

It's me! Me! and more ME!

Just a quickie before i put on my weekend party boots, remember discoball pixie's final graduation presentation, well, she did make it in time for the exhibition and her work, i must say, turn out really rEAlly well compare to the rest of her class mate. Seriously. Well done, discoball pixie! :)


That's me la.

Hello jakartarians!

Once again it's the time of the year for yet another vacation away from the boys back home. I know i'll be missed dearly but hey, a girl got to do what a girl got to do and besides, it's about time for some fresh foreign meat! Aww...i'm heading straight for slutville and i'm lovin' every nano second of it! Haha.

Anyway, i'll be dropping by to jakarta on the 1st of may and would be there for about two weeks to entertain all the giddy aunts in town. And this time around, after much consideration (seeing that their rates have increase moderately through out the months), i've invited FHM to come along with me for this trip. Tailing me around town as i party my way to infinity and beyond! Ohh...that reminds me, i think i need to go for some serious brazillian wax...hmm.


Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Mermaid

I know i should have ask before doing this. I should have seek permission before posting this picture in my blog, since it's not my own pix and it would be call stealing if i did otherwise. But i'm lazy la.

The beautiful mat salleh girl in the picture is miss 'shut your pet pet' meredith. She's a dear friend of mine. The shot was taken by miss smith with the help of bunssie while there were holidaying in bali (i have stylish friends you know!) I think this is a very vEry nice shot. Don't you think so?


like to see more? Visit miss smith's flickr @ www.flickr.com/photos/ash3s.

Eye candy of the month!

I think he's so adorable. So do-able! Many might know who this guy is cause he's kinda famous in the film industry here. He used to do lots of catwalk, then he move on to tv commercials, did a bit of singing in between and now venturing into movies. I used to have such a huge crush on him when i was in highschool. I absolutely think he's so so SO cute! I'll definitely do him anytime. Anytime. Just bring it on girlfriend!

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

I'm tempted to escape. To just disappear. Period.

"So does that mean you won't be having any children?" a friend of mine asked me a while ago over one too many drinks. At that time, i was a bit too tipsy myself to even register what he have just utter and with a fashionably wave of my hand, i simply disregard his concern and hit the dance floor to the tune of the royal gigolos. However, that one particular question have kept me laying in bed lately, staring out at the stormy sky, thinking about the choices i have made and the opportunities i have missed to be who i am today. And if i were to be really true to myself, a part of me have never stop asking if this is what i really want in life? Have i no remorse in doing what i am doing now? Have i no shame in breaking the hearts of people who have insured hope and faith in me? Am i that inhuman? Have i no compassion?

Call me the champion faggot, the man loving gay, the occasional sister or whatever name you can find in the book, i don't really care. To tell you the truth, i'm not proud of who i am but i don't have any problem about it either. And if being gay is equally as sinful as raping an innocent child or killing the entire population of rhinos in africa, well, by all means charge me, drag me and strap me against the electric chair and allow me to push the power button myself. I have sin then. But that's not the case here. Being gay is biological. It's not something that you can force a person to feel or react to. It's not a choice or a personal preference; you either got it or you don't. It doesn't make us any different than the next person in the bus. We still live by the same rule, given the same rights and deserve the same respect offered to any other human being.

I've learn to live my life by my own expectation and as long as i'm not harming anyone and i'm able to go through each day without regretting what i'm doing and knowing that i've put others in my best interest, i'm content enough. So maybe my parents won't be having any daughter-in-law from me after all, but it doesn't mean i love them less. A child's love to his parents is undivided. Unconditional. Now and forever.

And yes, i'm gonna somehow have my own kid someday and i'll probably name him brad. After brad pitt of course. I always did like his boyish please-touch-me look!

Can i hide underneath the bubbles?

Monday, April 23, 2007

I did Pangkor Island!

One of the many highlights of being a serious socialite like moĆ­ is the benefit of going for holidays whenever and wherever i desire. Saying so, me and my cheeky babes hop onto abang's band wagon and drove down to Pangkor Island for a good three day trip of tanning by the beach, doing laps in the pool, canoeing out in the open sea and enjoying the endless line of scrumptious buffet against the sunset. We even invite OK! magazine to join our little escapade, snapping away at our candid antics and featuring it in the latest issue for their iceland edition. It was certainly a turn-of-the-century event (if you disregard my previous trip to bali) that totally shook Pangkor Island to its core. But then again, isn't that what is expected from my trips? You couldn't be immortally stylish like me without throwing outrageous event like such. Ohh. I know. It's so hard to be popular. There's just sooo many expectation! Aww.






Friday, April 20, 2007

O F F | duty

mr wanna is going off for his much needed holiday getaway to pangkor island. Business would resume back to normal by monday. All phone calls would be diverted to pete wentz's mobile. Leave a message, and if it's super urgent, mr wanna would personally call you back. Till then, happy slutting. Aww. You know you want to!

xoxo

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Creativity : ZERO

02:35am on a thursday morning, slumberland for most and i'm still not asleep. Why? Well, it all started with lil miss mei genius detox plan for us to go to pangkor island. And being the innocent puppy that i am, i was lure into her death trap along with vee and discoball pixie. Okay, maybe she didn't lure us and it's not a death trap (more like the key to freedom) coz we were all dying for a holiday far away from our working hellhole, our peasant friends and the routine life that we have adopt along the way.

The only problem in this ocean eleven plan of us is that discoball pixie just found out that her final graduation presentation is this tuesday and she have not started on any of her five assignment yet. Ah! How diva-ish of her. I like. I liKE. i LIkE!

So thus we are all here in lil miss mei's room, forcing the creative juice thru the corner of our eyes, thinking and photoshopping our way, trying to finish up the five assignment. Do you like my work? No? HeLLO! Are you blind or something? Or just simply jealous. Picasso would have approve of this you know. I'm so creative. I can feel it. I can so feel it! Aww. I think it's about time to take my pills.



Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Sugar. Baby. Love

I think this is so very the cute. It's freakin GAY! and i like every bit of it. Thanks sponge bob!