Anger Management

I know i should have just bluntly shoot a stream of rage right across to her, but i know better than to do it. What's the point in doing so anyway? Its not a game where i have to always win. If i let it be at least i'll live another day without regretting it. I guess you can say i'm a bit of a wuss when it comes to conflict. There's just to many things worrying me from actually acting out what i truly feels. Her feeling, others feeling towards her and the thought of losing a friend. I'm at the losing end here. So i rather just zip up and shut up. But what i really don't get is, do good friends brings you down? Pinch you where it hurts the most and outshine you whenever there's an opening? Does embarrassing your friends part of keeping the friendship alive? If so, i'll rather just be friendless!

Thankfully, one thing fabulous about being a gemini is that we're extremely good at avoiding issues and getting the hands off on things. We're natural born diverters who's good in channeling problems and making it a no biggie, even if its only temporary. If things ticks me off, i'll just zoned out with some good old cartoons. I'm a huge/big/massive fan of cartoons. But not just any cartoon though. I hate those high tech 3D animation ones and would rather prefers the old school cartoons anytime. Here's the top ten list of my upmost favorite cartoons in the universe ever!

As Told By Ginger

Totally Spies

Rugrats

Pinky and The Brain

Jimmy Neutron (I know. Its 3D. But i like!)

Emma : A Victorian Romance

Smurfs

Doraemon

Bob the Builder

Chip and Dale Rescue Ranger

the ugly submarine's Top Ten Must Have

How needy are you? Are there anything particular that you must have in order to get through a day? Like some certain cravings or specific must have gizmo? I personally knows a lot of people that can't get thru a single hour without smoking or drinking cup loads of coffee. Or lately, there are some friends that are totally addicted to facebook, thus making it their top priority in life above eating and breathing. Others craves for chocolates or anything sweet in times of pms-ing. But what about you? Are there anything that you must have? Like really must have?

I consider myself easy to live with as i'm quiet accommodating in a lot of ways. I simply hate a lot of things, per se. Say for instance, i don't like coffee, hate chocolates, despise sweets, don't understand crackers, loathe ice creams, totally dislike boardgames, hate anything that makes me sweat, a freak to everything hi-tech, and the list goes on and on. Hence, i'm not a very needy person. But there are certain things that i totally must have, or else i'll be grumpy like hell for the rest of the day. Here's my Top Ten List of Must Have...

To top the list, it would be my MacBook. Oh, this is a must! A definite must have. Its even more important than life itself. And i can't imagine going thru a single day without having my mac with me. Its gonna be like living without a limp.

No, that's not barney the purple pedophile. Its blue hyppo, the friendly internet provider. Without it, my life is doom as well. I'll be better off feeding the birds in the park and playing chess with the oldies.

The handphone. Not my current one though, which i must say is the stupidest and most complicated piece of metal ever created. If its not for the dual camera and video con features, i won't have bother hanging on to it for so long.

I'm a huge HUGE fan of doodling. I know its a bad habit but i can't help it. I doodle on everything and anything. Which explain the numerous notebook i have with me on all times. One never know when the doodle itch with come.

Moisturizer. Oh this is also a must have. Rough hands are so last season.

Shades. Its like the next best thing since wonder bra. Every sister adores a good shade. Be it the manly ray bans or those bigger than life sunglasses, shades are becoming the new girl's best friend. So move along diamonte!

Hair mud. How else would i maintain the mohawk look without it?

My daybed! Its the best for those day dreaming session. Zzzz.

I'm obsess with sneakers. Particularly red sneakers. I wear them on all occasion be it formal or casual. Can't live without them either.

And finally, an occasional b52 won't hurt! :-p

the ugly submarine's Top Ten Wish List

There are a million and one thing a girl (ahem!) like me wants and wish for in a lifetime. Ohkay, maybe more like in a daily basis. And it changes according to our mood, which is somewhat unpredictable depending solely on our pms pattern. Not that i have one or wanted one, but i do sometimes pretend that i owned one coz its a much better excuse to give for throwing unnneccesary tantrums and fits. It works everytime!

Anyhow, after much thought and consideration, i've came up with my top ten wish list that i so wish to have before i turn the big three zero. Which is of course like a few decades away...

1. Many might not know who anthony gayton is, but i tell you he's the best that there is. He's like jenna jameson in the porn industry or jimmy choo in foot wear. He is the guru when it comes to still photography. And i so want to be his muse. Yes. I want to be his muse. His inspiration. His creative influence. I want a moment of me being captured through his lens and be part of his dynamic artwork. You can move along david lachapelle coz you're like so two thousand and six!

2. The entire series of gilmore girls! I started watching this fast talking sitcom while i was in college and have fallen in love with it ever since. Even though the series is not as powderful as the likes of current favourite heroes and grey's anatomy, i was hooked nevertheless with its addictive drama and storyline that follows the daily life of a somewhat wacko mother and her daughter. And lets not forget the unforgettable hotties (we're talking about the breath taking line up of jared padalecki, milo ventimiglia, chad michael murray and adam brody) that complete the entire cast of the gilmore girls. Its MAJOR!

3. I want a boston terrier! Every gay man should have a dog. And i want one too! I was supposed to get a beagle, but a few weeks ago the mother had a miscarriage and all the baby beagles died. Including mine. How sad kan! I even have names planned out for it. Top favourites were alfie, malibu, pretzel and shadow. I was devastated. But now i'm determine to get a boston terrier. A fierce looking boston terrier with a name like Fluffie would be quite cool huh. Don't you think?

4. I think Moira needs a house. A home. A proper space with functioning bathroom, poster bed, walk-in-closet, an equip kitchen and a living room with a fireplace, all scaled down to her size. She's been sharing my bed for the past month, squeezed into a corner between my mr bean bear and the three hundred pillows that occupied my entire bed. I think she's feeling a bit cramp...

5. I wish to have a cotton candy maker! Remember my dream of becoming rich and owning a cotton candy maker in every room in my entire penthouse, well, i seriously want one even though i'm far from being rich. Isn't it cool? It even comes with a wheeled cart thingy to push it around. And its pink in colour! How perfect is that!

6. I want to own a dunhill suit. A pinstriped two-piece suit complete with skinny tie and crisp white shirt. Of course i wouldn't have an event to wear it to, but it would be nice to be prepared with it. Cause you never know, i might decide to jet off to the little chapel in las vegas with mr jude for a quickie...

7. I want a vacation with my family faraway from our beloved city. I caught my dad a few weeks ago, self teaching himself japanese thru some website on the net and he has been practicing writing it ever since! Aww. So i think i want to take them all for a well-deserved holiday to the country of the rising sun, sipping green tea on a tatami overlooking the ancient red gate and popping in fresh sushi while giggling with the geisha. Aww. Aww. Aww. Konichiwa!

8. If mimi can have it, so can I! I want a walk-in-closet as big as my entire house, furnish with rows after rows of shelves to put my converse, cupboard space enough to store a year round of clothings, fully air-condition, low hanging chandeliers, white marble flooring and swarovski crsytal finishing! Ambil kau! I'm stylish you know!

9. Ohkay. This i really really want! I want a pink T3 sidekick! Its like a must have for all socialites like me for ALL outings. And even though i won't be receiving any coverage here with it, its still way cooler than the oh so boring sony ericsson and nokia.

10. And finally, i want my zac efron-inspired hair back! I had this hair style around the time i started this blog, but decided to chop it all off because some friend of mine had mistaken me as a muchroom. But now i want it back! I want every strain of it back *sob* *sob*

xoxo

#01 Superstar Couple

The thought of looking at another picture of brangelina on perezhilton is a nightmare for me by itself. I can't take that shit anymore. I know you must be thinking i'm just simply jealous of them, coz they're like the two most gorgeous people in the world who are equally devoted humanitarian with a heart of gold. Oh please! Give me a break will ya. All of this just seems so pretentious and 'rehearse' for me. Oprah does lots of charity bits as well, but you don't see her posting her life away on anonymous blogs and tabloids. Ohkay so maybe miss jolie adopted a few kids, but as far as i know Oprah herself have been 'parenting' ten african kids secretly since 2002, but you still don't see her creating such a big hoohaa about it. I believe most of it is being made an issue by the media itself, but if they don't say or if their manager don't tell, no one would know about it. It's a conspiracy. This whole bragelina thingy. I can feel it.

Anyway, that's just my individual opinion. I might hate them now, but i can't deny that there are moments where i simply think brad is god or the constant thought of going to the plastic surgeon and asking him to carve out an angelina's pout onto my two flappy meat i call lips.

Below is the rundown of my seven top superstar couple that i secretly think rock the shit out of the couple that we shall not mention their name anymore. Enjoy.

psst : oh ya, some of them have already broken up as we speak now, but i still think they rock!

and of course, the super-est superstar couple ever has got to be...

aww...behave!

Toughest poll ever!

After a long and grueling three hours of intense brainstorming, here are my top five (and the only five) gal that i felt i would most likely go straight for. Did i mention most likely? It might not happen, but if i do make a u-turn back to straightville, well, you'll know who's responsible for it.

note : i really did tried my best to come up with more options, but it's just too much of a torture to do so. The thought of boobs and you-know-where is already giving me endless nightmare. I can't think anymore. Don't make me. NOoo!!!

the ugly submarine's Top Ten Hottest Dream Boys

Hereby i submit to you, the ugly submarine's Top Ten Hottest Dream Boys of early 2007. These mouth watering, eye twitching and heart pounding males have outshine their peers to secure the Best spot in their finest category. May the buffet begin, bon appetite!

psst : grab a napkin, you would need it